There are no more 'this time last year' memories with you in them and that makes me sad - but not the running scared and fearful sort of sad I thought I would feel. I miss your physical self but I know that we will meet again and until then its my job to make sure I love SJ and our girls for the both of us and enjoy this beautiful life as much as I can because I can. I reserve the right to miss you every single day of my life though x ☆♡☆ Always