☆♡☆ 45 weeks ago you passed into spirit. For so long my brain protected me from the enormity of our loss. I feel that loss with clarity now. Yesterday my mum said - it does get easier. How does she know? She still has my dad. She hasn't suffered the pain of having half her heart ripped out and the other half trampled on. I don't really like my life anymore but I will try to see some good things in each day. To do otherwise would be pointless. To do otherwise would be breaking my promise to be OK. I miss you my honey. Our life together wasn't perfect. But it was our life and I miss that life. I miss having my best friend around
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