It just doesn't seem possible that 43 weeks have passed since you had to leave us. I'm not quite sure how we are still managing to remain alive. Truthfully - these past months are mainly a blur. I remember very little about them. Just the day to day drudge of day to day life. There's a huge gaping hole where your happy sunny bonkers personality used to reside. A huge gaping hole in my heart where you used to be. A huge gaping hole in my life that you used to fill. Sometimes with annoying antics. Always with love. โโกโ