My heart breaks every day. I am filled with such sadness and sorrow, every second.
I miss you so much pa. Everything about you and just you being here.
There are so many things I didn't get to say. I didn't tell you not to go, I didn't want to sound selfish but I wish you didn't have to go so soon. I wish I had more chances to watch crap TV with you, for you to frown at my dodgy DIY attempts, for knuckles, for being a family, for us feeling happy and complete. I'm sorry I took us all for granted. I miss you so much. Love you. Infinity xxx