A random thought popped in to my head. When you were going through your tests you refused to buy new clothes even though you needed them. The day after your trip to the Royal Hallamshire we went shopping for some comfies and other bits for you and you didn't protest - in fact - you joined in with the shopping trip quite enthusiastically. You had hope for a future and that makes me smile today because it made me realise that you were looking to the future and not even imagining that you were going to leave us so very quickly. Did I tell you that I miss you today? Every day? Always xx